Dinledim...
Bir kez daha dinledim. Bu adam sadece dans etmiyor. Sadece "world's greatest entertainer" ı değil. Evet değil. Eğlendirici. Ne kadar basit. O bir eğlendirici. Hadi çık, söyle, dans et biz de eğlenelim... Kimi eğlendiriyor. Sadece eğlendirmek mi istiyor. Yoksa mesaj veriyor mu bizlere.
Dinledim...
Hayır hayır sadece " Billie Jean is not my lover" derken moonwalk yapmıyor bu insan. Yapmıyordu. "Thriller"la sadece rekorlar kırmak istemiyordu. Herkesten farklı şeyler vardı bu adamda. Ama neden bir Bono kadar ya da bir Angelina Jolie kadar dinlemedi bu dünya onu. Neden.
Dinledim...
Man In The Mirror ile " I See The Kids In The Street With Not Enough To Eat..." diyordu bize. "What have we done to the world, look what we've done, what about all the peace that you pledge your only son..." diyordu Earth Song ile. Hangisini dinledik anlamak için bize ne dediğini. Çoğaltılabilir böyle şarkıları Michael Jackson'ın. Ama yine de bize bir şeyler katacak mı. Sanmıyorum. Hala konuşuluyor mirası, parası, geçirdiği ameliyatlar... Ama konuşulmuyor bize asıl arkasında bıraktıkları.
Dinledim...
Fark ettim...
Şanslıyım dedim içimden.Evet şanslıyım aslında şu anda burda bağdaş kurmuş bunları yazarken. Elimin altında bilgisayarım, sevdiğim her şeyim burda, odamda. Karnım tok. Hayatımda derdim de yok aslında. Tüm dünyayı kendim kadar dertsiz sanıyordum hatta. Ama değil. Değilmiş. Gözlerimi açtım. Baktım. Etrafımda benim gibi ne çok insan var. Ne kadar şanslı olduğunun farkında olmayan. Belki şu anda bir şeylerin farkına varmaya başlamıştır bunu okuyanlar diye düşünüyorum içimden. Bir yerden başlamak lazım değil mi. Ben de bunu yaptım. Evet bir yerden başlıyorum artık. Sadece boynumda "peace" kolyesiyle gezmek bazı şeylerin farkında olduğumu göstermiyor. Gösterse bile yetmiyor. TOG'a üye oldum. Toplum Gönüllüleri Vakfı. Bir şeyleri değitirmek için. Ya da düzeltmek için de diyebiliriz. Umuyorum bir şeyler katacağım insanlığa. Karbonfiber değilim kazık çakmayı düşünmüyorum. Sadece eşitlik ve daha güzel bir dünya istiyorum. Çok mu istiyorum. Çıkıp camdan bakıyorum dışarı.Havayı içime çekiyorum. Çekmeye çalışıyorum. Soluduğum hava da artık eskisi gibi değil. Evet sanırım çok istiyorum. Ama vazgeçmeyeceğim...
Michael Jackson'a bize bıraktıkları için teşekkür ediyorum. Sadece müzikte yenilikler getirmediği, dünyadaki gerçekleri bize göstermeye çalıştığı için.
Bir farkındalık yaratabildiysem ne mutlu bana.


-- Sorry for no english version. but all i can say about this text is THANK YOU MICHAEL JACKSON FOR GIVING THOSE WONDERFUL SONGS AND YOUR WONDERFUL SOUL TO US !

I bought "Dancing The Dream" today. It was written by the man himself,Michael Jackson. First it was published in 1992 -when I was 1 year old- and now it has been re-issued because of his d... -you know what i mean-. anyway I bought it immediately when i saw it. its a beautiful book of poetry and short stories. and here comes one of my fave. I cried when i read it but i know that it wont be my last tear for him.

The Last Tear

Your words stabbed my heart, and I cried tears of pain."Get out!" I shouted. "These are the last tears I'll ever cry for you." So yoiu left.

I waited hours, but you didn't return. That night by myself I cried tears of frustration.

I waited weeks, but you had nothing to say. Thinking of your voice, I cried tears of loneliness.

I watied months, but you left no sign for me. In the depths of my heart, I cried tears of despair.

How strange that all these tears could not wash away the hurt! Then one thought of love pierced my bitterness. I remembered you in the sunlight, with a smile as sweet as May wine. A tear of gratitude started to fall, and miraculously, you were back. Soft fingers touched my cheek, and you bent over for a kiss.
"Why have you come?" I whispered.
"To wipe away your last tear," you replied. "It was the one you saved for me."



I will always remember you in the sunlight, with a smile as sweet as May wine, Michael...

sorry to put every icon one after the other. i still cant understand the site but i am trying to (: so here is all of the icons for tonight. (:
i dont like much writing on icons so they are really seem simple (:

46 days passed away with you...
all I do is waiting...
waiting to someone to tell me this is not real
not real...

but I know that you are watching us from there...
moon...
I know that you walked there just...
just to being away from this world's dirt

and I hope you'll find peace there
which you always deserve

AND I SAW THAT
WE CANNOT CHANGE THE WORLD
I am so sorry Michael...
so sorry...
but those people are never going to change
they are still same
and they are still striving against you
even you walked to the moon
someone has to stop that
but there is no one else
except from the ones who love you from their deeply hearts

I wish I can want ONE MORE CHANCE from you and from God
but I know you and God wont accept that
cause you dont deserve this world's evil

Walk in Peace on Moon Michael...

There has been much talk in the media regarding the future of Michael's Neverland Ranch; some say it will be left uninhabited as it is a costly establishment, others say it will be turned into a Graceland-like Museum to preserve Michael's most precious possession. Graceland, by the way, generates tens of millions annually and my hunch is that Michael's Neverland Ranch will bring in 100X that, given his fans span the entire globe.
Please help preserve Michael's legacy by signing this petition and sending it to as many people as you can. We have just lost one of the most influential people on earth, let's give back. For the fans, for Michael, and for his children.
Michael will forever live in our hearts and minds, he will be greatly missed.

RIP Michael Jackson "The King of Pop"


http://www.petitionspot.com/petitions/neverland/

isnt he laugh like a little child. look in his eyes. you can see Peter Pan there...

Sherlock Holmes is gonna be in cinemas 25th December. for some its gonna be really great movie, for some Sherlock Holmes readers the movie doesnt show real characteristic of Mr. Holmes. for me as a RDJ and SH fan its gonna be awesome! in my opinion we cannot compare book and movie. never. books are the best all time. but give some CHANCES to movies. and let the directors use their own imaginary... may be its not real SH character but its movie industry what can we do?....

here comes SH icons :D

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after watching Charlie Bartlett i realised that Anton Yelchin is a great talent. then i saw Star Trek and T4 this year and yes he is talented and a great guy in Hollywood. also he has aa music band and he keeps rocking in LA. here comes Anton icons...

just a little icon update again which includes RDJ. hope you like them. =)

just days left for Public Enemies. Chicago premiere was already done. here i have to wait 18 days :(. just a little patience :D i'll go to PE three different days with three different friends. anyways i cant wait for this movie! it looks so awesome! :D

here comes little PE icons. hope you like them :D

i've just manage to get LJ account and now i am just trying to understan how to use it :)
here are my some icons that i made before. this is Johnny Depp my hero. the one who i need to thank for everything. here comes some little Johnny Depp icons :)